I use to be really passive and just super chill about things...I wouldnt let even the smallest of things stress me out. But, somehow, thats changed and I worry about alot of things now....welcome to adulthood??? Anyway, this habit of worrying about things is a bad habit im trying to break. Thats not to say I wont ever worry about things....but for little things, theres no need to. Im trying to refocus my worrying on things that I think should be more important such as my physical and mental well being, my school work, my family and friends...everything else will fall into place. Im also realizing that, the more I tell guys what I want, the more they seem to just reinforce the idea of what I want and that right now, I'm so happy by myself. The bitter sweet to an exclusive relationship could really make things worse for me right now...I think. So for now, I think im going to take things in baby steps and just do ME! This change in lifestyle or maybe lack of, won't be easy and if you're reading this, then you really mean a lot to me. So please, I'm not sure at the moment how I'll need you and your help, but I will so please help out in what ever cause I will need it. Until that, I'm going to do my best to MAKE MYSELF HAPPY :)
Off to class :)
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