You Gotta Stay Fresh 2 DEF!

I was hoping that after the blog I wrote a couple days ago,that any blog afterwards would be on the brighter side....at least for a little while. And in thinking about life since that blog,I think things have gotten a little better,not the best but I'm trying. Any who, I guess an appropriate title for this blog would be "you gotta stay fresh to def!"- Pauly D. I say this because, I've noticed in my life, that one minute you could be the hottest ish to someone and then the next you're not, and someone else is the hot ish. I think that this is something one can experience at a young age, like a toddler all the way into to your senile age....or at least until you stop giving a damn. But as a kid, you notice this, but at the time i don't think you know what to call it, so i think maybe you would call it a show off....but as you get older that word changes into slut..lmao i kid I kid, no but for real, it's just the simple cycle of us human wanting the faster, quicker, most attractive things that we believe benefit us in some way or another. I'm no stranger to this cycle. Its like one minute, I go from being this amazing person that you can't get enough of, so we squeeze every minute out of the day to be together, and for awhile it goes strong. But then one day, I'm replaced by some other girl who may or may not be prettier than me, have a funnier laugh, who is smarter, whose sense of humor is different, who is closer, or willing to do what I won't. I went through that last night, this kid that I like, but I'm not in love with him...I just really like him as a person. But last night he was talking to a friend around the time he and I normally talk AND we normally call each other before one of us falls asleep, and he didn't call. Maybe I'm over analyzing, but idk I don't see how you stop doing that...hmmm makes you think ( sorry dad). Any who...before I fell asleep I told myself that I am great, funny, smart, beautiful, worth it, amazing and I'm not going to let anyone make me feel different because while I'm not the perfect girl, I'm me and thats the next BEST THING! :) So if you choose to stop being my friend or talking to me, well thats fine, it was nice knowing you....I'm on to do bigger and better things lol like find my BIKE! lol jp im not Pee Wee Herman