Well well well. Remember that guy I told you about in my last blog...well today I came across a poem I wrote while I was talking to him and I shared it with him. He said it was interesting and that he wished i still felt the same way...and I did...just not anymore and for those reasons I've already expressed in the previous blog. So then he went all A-wall and went crazy..pretty much telling me that what I felt for him wasn't real, that I fucked him over, he put his heart on the line, and that if I really felt what I said I did, that I wouldn't have said lets just stay friends and break up. Now.... if anyone put their heart on the line, it was me....I was up and down with that boy, while nothing seemed to faze him. So I told him that I broke things up because I didn't feel what I felt for him and it would have been unfair to both of us if I had just kept on pretending that I did feel that way when I didn't. I also said sorry for hurting him if I did and that I thought for a long time how I was going to say things because I didn't want to hurt him...but lets face it...BREAK UPS ARE NEVER EASY OR PAIN FREE. And then I told him, you know what screw texting, you don't txt this ish, if U wanna talk about it, you call me. 2ndly YOU WERE ALWAYS MAKING ME FEEL BAD FOR OUR PAST ARGUMENTS AND THIS WAS IT, YOU WEREN'T GOING TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD FOR WANTING TO BE HAPPY. I told him to call me if he wanted to talk and if not then I'll take it as u don't care. He kept txting me about how I did this and that and wah wah wah wah! * Right bout now I'm thinkn....Dude...stop your whining, take some midol and insert your tampon and calm down* And he told me you wanna do this n that, screw me over "BUT IT'S ALL GOOD...WHATEVER". So I was like dude, if its all good, then just get over it and stop texting me. and he was like ooo u said u weren't gunna text me ( but just b4 that he was asking if i was going to answer him) and im like bye!!!! * Very little kiddy of you*. Like Chi Ill said "Everything I've ever done is sincere so to hellfire to those who disrespect it".
SOOOOO THIS BRINGS ME TO A CONCLUSION....FUCK YOU AND THIS LOVE IS....OVER!!!!
PS. Don't try to tell me what I feel or think...You're not me...entonce. CONAZA PA TI!
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