U Oughta Know

Hmmm....well peeps, I have another topic to blog about. *Smh* Idk how this happens on days when I really have like a bazillion and 1 things to do....but it does and here it is. So the other day I made a dumb funny simile between giving head and giving up your seat to the old lady on the bus ( which is that if the situation presents itself...u just kinda have to do) * NOW B4 U GET UR PANTIES ALL IN A BUNCH, IM NOT SAYING THATS TRUE, IT WAS JUST A JOKE I MADE* anyhow, I shared this simile with an acquaintance of mine. And so this acquaintance( we will call them Oso) tried connecting dancing with getting head. And I told Oso that I think oral is sex, just a different form of sex and dancing doesn't guarantee you head. Oso laughed it off and asked me to explain myself and truth be told, I couldn't give Oso an exact reason. It's just what I think. I mean for me personally, you don't just give head or have sex with just anyone. For me to do that, I'd have to be seriously involved with a guy, we would have to be boyfriend and girlfriend, trust each other and be comfortable with each other. Oso asked what would a guy get if he was my boyfriend ( but Oso said it as "what comes with the territory [ with being your boyfriend]" * As if becoming a woman's boyfriend is like the Louisiana Purchase...U GET ALL OF THE WESTERN STATES, WTF?!*. I said me... mind, body and spirit but you can't just be like "*hypothetically speaking* o ok I'm your man now, so give me all of u". It doesn't work that way...it takes time. Oso then said "what if we were exclusive :) and I gave you dances" * gave you dances...que eso?* ****By the way, I should mention that I wanted to go dancing with Oso...JUST DANCING**** And I said exclusive what? fuck buddies? And that dancing should be fun, not because you want to get ass out of it. Oso said that fuck buddies were too complicated and that "dancing is a way to a girl's heart, plus it helps getting in her pants too lol stop me if i lie". So I replied back with " Well, if you think that by us going dancing is a way to "help get in my pants" then you are mistaken". Oso said "no I never said that, and chill I was just asking about the dancing and head was a different thing and still there is not sex involved yet lol". I'm not sure what that last red bold italicized line meant...but I told Oso that it's funny cause it sure sounded like they were trying to connect the 2 ( dancing and head), but ok.

Now I don't think any guys are reading this, I'm sure it's just a few good friends who happen to be all girls...so let me ask you this ladies....

1) what do you think about the whole conversation?
2) "What comes with the territory", how would you feel is someone referred to you like that?
3) Dancing = Giving Head ???
4) The way to a girl's heart is dancing...and ultimately the way to getting into her pants?
5) Is it just me or was Oso really trying to connect the 2?
6) Overall...how does this make you feel? Have you ever gone through something similar...that just because your a woman you have to....
Share your responses with me

Thought You'd Oughta Know...

We All Got a Hillbilly Bone

So idk lately I've been listening to Country. I'm not sure if it's because my dad listens to it and it makes me think of him or idk cause I like it...maybe it's both. I've kinda always liked it, but now I'm listening to it more than ever. There's just something beautiful about a good Country song...idk maybe its the guitar or the violins, or the honest to God truth lyrics. I think having Trace Adkins on Celebrity Apprentice convinced me more. hahaha but anyhow. If you've never really listened to Country, I really suggest you do, it will make you laugh, smile, cry, want to drink and just have a good time! :) Here's the lyrics to Hillbilly Bone

Oh man, you've gotta watch where you're stepping around here
Yeah I got a friend in New York City
He's never heard of Connway Twitty
Don't know nothing about grits and greens
Never been south of Queens
But he flew down here on a business trip
I took him honky tonkin' and that was it
He took to it like a pig to mud, like a cow to cud

We all got a hillbilly bone down deep inside
No matter where you from you just can't hide it
And when the band starts banging and the fiddle saws
You can't help but hollering, Yee Haw!
When you see them pretty little country queens
Man you gotta admit that's in them genes
Ain't nothing wrong, just getting on your
hillbilly bone-ba-bone-ba-bone-bone

Nah, you ain't gotta be born out in the sticks
With an F-150 and a 30-06,
Or have a bubba in the family tree
To get on down with me
All you need is an open mind
If it fires you up you gotta let it shine
When it feels so right that it cant be wrong
Come on, come on, come on

We all got a hillbilly bone down deep inside
No matter where you from you just can't hide
And when the band starts banging and the fiddle saws
You can't help but hollering, Yee Haw!
When you see them pretty little country queens
Man you gotta admit that's in them genes
Ain't nothing wrong, just getting on your
hillbilly bone-ba-bone-ba-bone-bone

Come on y'all

We all got a hillbilly bone down deep inside
No matter where you from you just can't hide
And when the band starts banging and the fiddle saws
You can't help but hollering, Yee Haw!
When you see them pretty little country queens
Man you gotta admit that's in them genes
Ain't nothing wrong, just getting on your
hillbilly bone-ba-bone-ba-bone-bone
Hillbilly done ba-bone ba-bone bone
Hillbilly done ba-bone ba-bone bone

:) Funny isn't it? Some country songs that I like
Alcohol - Brad Praisley
Cowboy Casanova & Before He Cheats - Carrie Underwood
Anthing But Mine - Kenny Chesney
Need you Now - Lady Antebellum
Indian Outlaw, I like it I love it, Suspicions, My little Girl - Tim McGaw
You're Gonna Miss this,Fightin' Word - Trace Adkins

theres more but those are just a few.

Just Waiting

I'm here at school waiting for dress rehearsal to begin...neh I'm early by like an hour. But its cool, I think I'll take this time to write about some things that have been on my mind and some things that will just come to me as I write.

Thing # 1)
------> Music theory and my music theory teachers
lol haha just thinking about what I'm going to say makes me laugh. I don't know what it is about theory teachers (I've only had 3 so far), but they all have little stories to tell that some how relate to what the class is talking about....or not ( sometimes its a little joke). But idk theory must really make them happy because I've never seen any of my theory teachers in a bad mood.Yeah there's the occasional they get fustrated with the class because they(the class) didn't do their theory homework or in my case now lol didn't finish their analysis. But they are hardly...ALMOST NEVER in a bad mood...I guess that's why they are theory teachers huh? theory just puts them in a good mood. I must say though, I have fond memories of all 3 of them ( Castleberry or C bear, Sasha and Mandrell (whom I think has a very strong likeness to Jeff Foxworthy). At times I've gotten very fustrated with theory but they always seemed to know how to clear up that confusion. I hope when I get to their ages, I can have fun stories to tell too ( haha that includes Dr. Wilson Melton) hehe :D

Thing # 2
------> Summertime
Ahhh yes! the beautiful summertime...makes me think of a song I wrote. Once yoy read my lyrics, you'll understand why I want it soooo bad.

Summertime - J.N.

Nothin' like sittin on the porch
Summertime, temperatures start to scorch
Kids playing in the sprinkelers
Summertimes brings back memories that were

Relaxing in the shade
Sipping lemonade
Kids so lucky, no school today
So happy summer's here to stay

Nothin' like a needed vacation
Summertime, perfect for celebration
Ice cream melts down your hand
Summer time is for playing in the sand

Relaxing in the shade
Sipping Lemonade
Kids so lucky, no school today
So happy summer's here to stay


So what do you think? Almost makes u feel that sunburn don't it? lol

Thing # 3
------> Loud Ass Women
Hmmm...now if you're reading this, it's because you know me and if you know me then you know that I'm not one to really be quiet BUT! I DO KNOW WHEN IT'S OK TO BE LOUD AND WHEN I SHOULDN'T BE. With that said...I kinda wish these women in front of me would take it down a knotch or take their little "project tea party" elsewhere. While the computer lab doesn't say "shhhhh be quiet" you don't just walk in here on some "OH MY GOD! BLING BLING!" * who even says that anymore???????* (rolls my eyes) hmm oh well...what can you do?

Thing # 4
------> Writing
I don't get to write in my blog too much BUT if I have the time and I feel like writing...THEN I'M FREAKIN BLOGING! But why is it soooooo easy to blog, but when it comes to papers I'm like "ugh....really? why can't it be short response? I don't need to put this in a 5 page paper when I can easily say it in a paragraph...BADA BING-BADA BOOM! *As the Italians say :D*" If I ever became a teacher...blogging would be the new paper...what do you think? Sound easy enough?


Well that's pretty much it, its almost 6:40 and I should start gettin ready to go to the auditorium. Grass ( gracias) for reading!:)

This Love...

Well well well. Remember that guy I told you about in my last blog...well today I came across a poem I wrote while I was talking to him and I shared it with him. He said it was interesting and that he wished i still felt the same way...and I did...just not anymore and for those reasons I've already expressed in the previous blog. So then he went all A-wall and went crazy..pretty much telling me that what I felt for him wasn't real, that I fucked him over, he put his heart on the line, and that if I really felt what I said I did, that I wouldn't have said lets just stay friends and break up. Now.... if anyone put their heart on the line, it was me....I was up and down with that boy, while nothing seemed to faze him. So I told him that I broke things up because I didn't feel what I felt for him and it would have been unfair to both of us if I had just kept on pretending that I did feel that way when I didn't. I also said sorry for hurting him if I did and that I thought for a long time how I was going to say things because I didn't want to hurt him...but lets face it...BREAK UPS ARE NEVER EASY OR PAIN FREE. And then I told him, you know what screw texting, you don't txt this ish, if U wanna talk about it, you call me. 2ndly YOU WERE ALWAYS MAKING ME FEEL BAD FOR OUR PAST ARGUMENTS AND THIS WAS IT, YOU WEREN'T GOING TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD FOR WANTING TO BE HAPPY. I told him to call me if he wanted to talk and if not then I'll take it as u don't care. He kept txting me about how I did this and that and wah wah wah wah! * Right bout now I'm thinkn....Dude...stop your whining, take some midol and insert your tampon and calm down* And he told me you wanna do this n that, screw me over "BUT IT'S ALL GOOD...WHATEVER". So I was like dude, if its all good, then just get over it and stop texting me. and he was like ooo u said u weren't gunna text me ( but just b4 that he was asking if i was going to answer him) and im like bye!!!! * Very little kiddy of you*. Like Chi Ill said "Everything I've ever done is sincere so to hellfire to those who disrespect it".
SOOOOO THIS BRINGS ME TO A CONCLUSION....FUCK YOU AND THIS LOVE IS....OVER!!!!

PS. Don't try to tell me what I feel or think...You're not me...entonce. CONAZA PA TI!

I've Got U Under My Skin

WHAT A LONG EXHAUSTING DAY! I went to school, waited FOREVER for my last bus, came home, ate, watched Grease, started feeling sleepy, so I took a nap while listening to Wizards of Waverly Place, woke up and got ready for work. So its been a LONG FREAKING DAY! But whats more important is what happened after I got off of work. While I was walking home, I was txting a guy that I had been talking to for awhile. He had been having some family probs which I think took a toll on our relationship and our feelings towards each other. Now I'm not blaming him nor am I saying I didn't make any mistakes, but sometimes the timing of life sucks and there's just nothing you can do about it but live with it. And we did just that, but I had begun to notice that we hadn't talked in a couple of days and I was starting to become indifferent about it. Which is a bad thing if you are in a relationship with sum1 or thinking of pursuing sum1. The whole point to being with some1 is that they are amazing, they seem to complete you, they are the person you want to share everything with and they make you wish there was more than 24 hours in a day, so you can spend more time with them or talking to them or BOTH! And it just wasn't feeling that way to me anymore. So for almost a week I sat on the idea and began to figure out what I was really feeling and what it meant to me and that lead me to 1 conclusion...While I wanted to be with him, I was so much more happier without him, but I still wanted to remain good friends. So I told him how I felt and surprisingly, he didn't put up a fight ( which is what he normally did when we disagreed about things) all he said was "if that's what you want then fine, I wont force you to be with me". I wish he would have reworded it and said "if that's wat makes you happy, then I'm happy and fine with that." But o well. And maybe I'm concluding too much, but if that's the case, then maybe he was feeling the same thing but didn't want to say anything. Or maybe he was just too tired to fight for it. But for what ever reason he didn't, that doesn't change the fact that I FEEL GREAT!!! I told him how I felt and we agreed to stay good friends. so YAY! But if I had to put into words what this feels like..its like losing dead weight or shedding dead skin or cutting off those 2 inches of split ends lol I feel almost like a butterfly who just came out from a cocoon and IM AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL! :) I am ready to start a new and welcome new people into my life and just have fun!!! Life is great!!! It may really suck one day but that doesn't mean it can be beautiful later. So with that said....TAKE IT AWAY MR. SINATRA!

Vampires and Such

So today in my English class, I spent idk a good hmm....10 mins talking to my friend about a book I’m currently reading ( Abraham Lincoln:Vampire Hunter). I must say I’m very surprised with the book. I am really not into American history...its just not my thing, BUT this book ties the theme of vampires sooo well into American history that it makes you wonder....did this really happen ( it also makes me think that if American History was this interesting…I would have passed American History with Mr.Rasar with an A)? While I don't want to spoil the book or the movie for anyone, I DO SUGGEST U READ THE BOOK and SEE THE MOVIE! The book is freakin awesome!!!! But this isn’t the reason for my blog; the reason for my blog today is the realizations of similarities between cultures and to question are vampires really real? I thought about it…maybe vampires are real…or at least there is some truth to their existence. Think about it, in almost every culture there is this image of a human looking being that has fangs where the canine teeth would be in the human mouth. It is thought that this being feeds on animals and humans alike for blood, and it scares people. So my friend and I then started to talk about the inspiration for vampires. I brought up the chupacabra, which I think is an ugly looking dog-like creature that hunts animals as a means of food. I’ve never seen 1, but they say it hunts sheep and brutally kills the animal, with blood all over the place. So there’s one. My friend then brought up bats…I thought about it…that would have been a good inspiration for the idea of vampires and the comparison. Vampires are commonly associated with bats because due to Hollywood, Vampires can turn into bats. Which given what I know about vampire behavior it makes sense. Bats have these coal black eyes, they aren’t cute and cuddly looking, the fly at night, hide in caves and hunt at night. The vampire has coal black eyes, I definitely wouldn’t wanna cuddle with one (unless it was Lestat….thank you Ann Rice), they fly and jump to incredible heights, they love the dark hence coffins and the sunglasses, and they hunt at night. Sooooo who knows if vampires are real or not or just some fantasy creature that man made up in their head based off scary things/animals. But idk if that’s the case; if it is in fact just made up…then we got some good ass story tellers and imaginative people.

Fave Vampire Movies

1) The Lost Boys

2) Interview with a Vampire

3) Queen of the Dammed

4) Monster Squad

5) *Soon to be* Abraham Lincoln:Vampire Hunter

Beginner

I now have a blog, which in a way I'm surprised because I told myself before I wasn't going to....but here I am. I guess this is kind of a newer Xanga huh? Anyone remember Xanga?
Anywho, my blog will serve as my medium to write my thoughts on, vent frustrations, share my accomplishments, share my poems and maybe even short stories and just something to just help me unwind after long days at school and or work. So here's to you blogspot * salud*.

"We can never do just one thing"
- My Science teacher ( Mr. Jones)