Inhale....exhale
Inhale....exhale
Inhale....exhale
Do I want to forget and try to live in your make believe fairy tale?
Should I just forget and let you have your cake and eat it too?
Should I continue to try to love you and just let everything pass through?
Do I ignore her scent on your pillows, pretend not to taste her lip gloss on your lips, make myself numb to her warmth that lingers on your dick?
You call it love making, but my body is just there,while I float away aimlessly
Wondering what's wrong with me, why am I still here?
I thought I could teach you how to love without fear, but how can I when you're still unresolved in your past?
I thought I'd be easy for you to trust, but how can you when your mind is still stuck in a mental cask?
Yes, I am care-free, and while its not easy, its not impossible
Yes, I'm not the jealous type but that doesn't change the fact that I don't trust her
In the heat of it all, we all lose it
We stop thinking, and start feeding off of our wants and desires
We give into lust which burns as fast as dry fire
We forget and let it devour us
I don't want to be there when you forget cause she's leading you there
You tell me how I feel is unexpected, shocking and you try to make me feel bad
But I'm not stupid, add you 2 together, subtract every bit of clothing, divide her legs in half and
Before you know it, she's moaning your name, and you are loving her
It makes me sick to think you will tell her everything you told me
It makes me feel stupid trusting your false grantee
I realized on the way home as the wind tried to push back my tears and as I tried to swallow my sadness, that I can not bring you the happiness
The happiness you want and to be honest its cause I'm selfish
And I refuse to share myself with someone who doesn't understand the value and limits of sharing and who is sharing every sweet lie and every stroke with the world
No I don't wish bad upon you, but I want you to learn and eventually come to an understanding
So give me a reason to be, give me a reason to love you
btw I hate that this song will always make me think of u......
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