Heart beating and it almost scares me
Sending goosebumps down my spine and thoughts that seem to carry
Carry my imagination to a place that's lonely and dark
Where black tries to consume my heart
But I won't let it, no I won't
I have to stay here, be here strong, for you, for mom and dad
I refuse to give into the devil's tricky hand
Day and night he sneaks into my mind and makes me think the worst
But I know God loves me and you, and if I believe and trust they wont, then those bad thoughts wont hurt
It gets hard sometimes, I find myself thinking of ways to unravel this mess
Until I can have you home and safe I feel like my soul wont rest
I need you here, I need to feel your hugs and love
I long for the time where I'll hear your voice in my ear instead of
Through a crackeling phone or through the glass of total separation
Dito, you are all my love and adoration
You mean more to me than you'll ever know
And regardless of everything I'll never fail to show you just how much
SO PLEASE DONT DONT LET YOUR PAST MISTAKES DEFINE YOU!!!
